Should I move back to LEBANON for good?

I came to the US when I was ten, and have always hated my parents for bringing me here from Lebanon. I want to go back and live there but worried about a lot of things. First of all I dont really have a house to stay in "my parents either" long story. So I would have to rent. I would also have to find a job, and start all over, even tho I came here when I was ten Im some what americanized with some of my beliefs and worried that Ill not be able to adapt to the beirut lifestyle. I would propably move back on my own since my family doesnt want to and have to survive on my own, I dont know if the money ill make will be enough to pay my expenses all by myself. Im also considering pursuing becoming a teacher in the US and going back for a visit every summer to Lebanon? Would that be a better idea than living there? I dont want to look back when im older and be like i wish i lived my life in lebanon rather than boring USA. What should I do? If I decide to live in lebanon i will propably get my Associates degree in accounting and move back. help